Monday, December 15, 2008

a two-week getaway...=)

I'm leaving for Kuala Lumpur today..=) I'm a step closer to seeing her....=D bah Rohaiza fill up the tank...we're going cruising later...hahaha...=P can't wait to see you too...

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

my baby is graduating soon...=) hey...congratulations for graduating in one of the most prestigious Universities in the world...you deserve all the credit...i told you you were smart....i love you...and i just want you to know that im very proud of you...cant wait to see you nanti...17 days...cant wait...=)

im pissing in the wind...a chance of foolish grin...dribble down my chin....

i just found out today that another person who is not education related is bumped up ahead of us (the education related people) untuk interview untuk dapatkan keraja mengajar...i dunno wats going on banarnya...and to add insult to injury minta tolong lagi arah ku tu with the interview...m really conflicted...cos this person is a relative, and a close one at that...i have to help him...cos he is blood...but if i do help him..that means i support this thing...entah...i ended up typing up his interview answers tadi...so fucking annoyed...m not gna get pahala for doing that for him..instead bedusa plang...pasal aku nda ikhlas...but im so fucked up over this...if u remember this happened before...the one that happened before was mcm...the person graduate arah another institute this month...kali a few months later (more like 2-3 months later) ngajar tia dah...gaji hari...when at that time my friends who graduated the year before alum tah lagi keraja...lakat kial2 working arah lain with gaji seciput just to get by...and durang sanang2 saja...i keep getting the same excuses...alum ada budget for us tia...apa tia...alum kana bagi nod ahead for us to be employed tia...but it does not feel fair...i feel like m being pissed on all over...fyi i know aku nda pakai paragraph and im code mixing...i dont fucking care...im that pissed...hahaha..berijap???? anyway dont mind me m just ranting on my space..jgn kamu terasa eh...