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i messed up again...i don't think i am ready for 'anything'...Best to leave me alone...I'm going to bed early tonight...
I've nothing to offer anyone...sorry for everything...I really am...

naaa...na na na na...naaa..na na na na naaaaaa~

m graduating at the end of this month...my god has it been 4 years? i guess its true when they say, time flies when you are having fun...i certainly had my fun...i met new friends, my bestfriends, people who i'd rather stay under 10ft of mud...wonderful lecturers, especially the late Dr. Pangiras Michael who inspired me to no ends...he will be missed and remembered...

UBD was a hoot! hehehe...i'm gna miss the late night revisions during exam weeks...we would really stay in the campus until late! sometimes even creep back home at about 3am...i'm gna miss the nasi katok we used to enjoy in the lecture rooms, we were really really loud lagi...hehehe...this is where i discover that i was a chain-smoker...but im clean now...=) but dunno for how long...hehehehhehehe... the countless sleepless nights trying to meet deadlines...and being on your knees crying and begging the generous lecturers for extensions a day before the actual deadline...=p

But everything is gna end in 7 days...:'( tomorrow we are going to have our first khatam rehearsals, then soon enough rehearsals for the convo...then the next thing you know il be hearing my name echoing across the chancellor hall...and seeing the chancellor of UBD waiting for me holding my certificate...=D

anywho..have to go workout...want to fit into my dinner suit for the graduation dinner...=D