you and me baby ain't nuthing but mammals so lets do it like they do on the discovery channel~

speaking of nephews..one of my nephews masariatu discovered something...hehee...we were having lunch sama family kan...and then he was done early...so he ran outside cos he heard bunyi kucing...he was meowing to get the attention of the cat...he kept explaining to us what he saw...when he first ran out he ran in and explained to us that there were two cats...one white and the other one gray...we said in an uninterested tone..."behapa ia?" ("what are they duin?"), then he ran outside and then seconds later ran back inside and said, "kucing putih gigit kucing gray arah leher", ("the white cat is biting the grey cat on the neck"), then he indicated with his hands, "kucing putih di atas, kucing grey di bawah" ("the white cat is now on top of the grey cat"), sensing that something was amiss my dad rushed outside to shooo the cats...hahaha...my mom and i looked at each other and burst out laughing...hahaha....my nephew ran with my dad outside, shoooing the cats with my dad...then my nephew ran back in and said, "kucing marahhhhh" with his surprised look on this face("the cat is angry") as we heard hissing from outside...hahaha...

stressssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...

its been a very frustrating night, one with my personal life which i do not intend to share here...hehe...i guess being frustrated with personal life has affected me deeply that sampai ke mimpi2...haha...anywho...this is what happened...my uncle just bought a very cool ride...a very expensive and supercool sportscar...being an 'iski' person that I am i convinced him to hand me the keys and let me borrow the car for a whole week...was excited...

the first day with the car i decided to drive my grad gown back to UBD to return it...so i was driving so proudly...lapas dropping off the gown i bumped into a certain Eurasian woman who works as a radio dj for a local radio station in this country, in around the Admin...haha...and she needed a lift, she was with this other male DJ who she works with...they both needed to go to their office (im assuming the radio station), i some how agreed...when we got to the carpark and when they saw my cool-ride-for-the-week she begged me to let her drive the supercool car ani and i duly agreed...hehe...she drove and she drove, me being in the back seat since her friend insisted to ride shotgun...sheeeessssshhhh...didnt like him...and they talked and talked and didnt even talk to me...boring jua tu....

anywho...as we got to our destination she thanked me and left...then as i drive out i saw this crowd making their way to the stadium, so i talked to one of the people walking on the side of the road what was the big fuss about all he said was, " 'kastah ikut saja..", which roughly means "Come on, just follow the crowd", i was curious so i did...i parked the supercool ride under a tree just behind the stadium for the shade the tree provides...hehe...went into the stadium and all there is was ada dancing competition between schools...yang hip-hop ah..haha..i thought, "this is ridiculous i gotta get out of here", which i did...


when i was half way to my car... saw from the distance that the lights in the back seat of the supercool car was betraying two invaders who are in the car...cos i could see their silhouette from afar..i shouted to them, which i should not in the future 'cause this gave them time to get out of the car and try to make a run for it...the other person got away but i apprehended his accomplice...who was one of my ex-colleague (i dunno why his face came up in my dreams, maybe because i bumped into him like 2 days ago di Mc Donalds..hehe)...i stopped him and recognised him straight away...he had in his hand an envelope full of cash and he was wearing that smirk of his...i asked him and begged him to return the money since it was my uncle's money...at first he refused, then i reasoned with him..."this is my uncle's car and he entrusted me with his car which includes everything that is in the car, and if i lost it then i'd have to pay him back the money and he would hate me and would not trust me with anything.", i felt like a failure at the time and was crying...i guess he felt sorry for me and bargained, that he would keep like 30% of the cash that he and his friend stole from me...he later confessed that his friend got away with another envelope full of cash...hehe...i got him to help me find his friend...


i decided to go home skajap and tukar kerita...i did not feel like i can be trusted with the car anymore...so i drove my dad's nissan patrol...in the car we talked about things and updated each other about our current situations...i was unemployed since i graduated...and he has been unemployed for 6 years..thats why he broke into the car...and i asked him why he chose my car out of all the cars there...all he said was, "keritamu di belakang2, tempat nada org and dark jua", which roughly means that my car was in the dark area of the stadium where no one really goes...so yea a lesson learned...hehe...


so he brought me to his rendezvous point...at this gerai siring jalan (small foodstall on the road side)...i blocked off the entrance of the gerai with the nissan patrol (this is a big truck btw...and i love driving it...ehhehe) so that his friend would not try to escape...we jumped out of the car, i explained to everyone there what was going on and my friend talked to his accomplice friend..hehe...and he agreed to give me back the money...since they are keeping my 30% of the money in the envelope my friend had stolen from me....hehe...when everyone was happy i wanted to leave straight away but found my car missing...i panicked again...and ran to the gerai owner and asked him what happened...he said that a woman claiming to be my mother said that she is taking the car away...i quickly realised that i left the car engine running and that my car was stolen....=( =( =( so that was a stressful day for me...i quickly asked the man where she went...he just indicated left...so i asked my new acquired 'friends', my ex-colleague and his friend aka the accomplice to help me get back the car...we ran and ran and ran...until i cannot take the stress anymore and woke up from my nightmare...

i woke up about 2.30am and started blogging abnout 2.40am...and now its 3.27am Brunei time....took me that long...heheheh...m gna go back to bed now...ive to wake up early to send my nephews to school...im hoping for a stress free day today...=)

cutest thing ever...

=)

sorry for the nauseating post...hehehe...too much emo for some people ni..=p

Did you know that she and I were in the same class masa di Sekolah Ugama when we were little and I never noticed her...


*guess mana satu aku and where kim is in this picture...*
*i dunno/don't remember where i got this picture from i think it was Kim who gave me this...*

And then we were only next doors to each other in Sekolah Rendah...still her existence eluded me...then we were given another chance to bump into each other in high school...heheh...we were separated by a few classrooms...but always on the same level on the same school block (if im not mistaken la....)...still i never caught her scent...

then the whole family left for London for 4 years...

and when i came back baru tah kan bejumpa...=D i found out about her through someone we both know...a few fone calls, a few dates and a couple of months later she was making coffee for me...=)

we have our ups and down...we are famous for having our on again off again relationship..hehehhe..very shaky...but we can't seem to be able to let each other go...=)


*godddddddd...i want to be kurus again...=( and look how great her skin looks hehehehe..putih lagi...hehehe...*

i really miss her...can't wait to see her, she is in Melbourne now finishing her Masters degree...and I am flying over to see her this December 20th..=D spending new years with her...Yay!!!

btw rohaiza...m gna be in KL on the 15th..but leaving for Langkawi the next day...il probably see you on the 17th or the 18th...il keep u posted ahhhhh..m leaving to Melbourne from KL...ikut Airasia...its gna be a very long and tiring journey...=( but its all gna be worth it...=D

rollercoaster week..

I've been having mood swings all week really...
i must be PMSing...ive been moody, feel bloated...everything!,well, minus the abdominal cramps, the backache and whatnot...

I've been stressing out a lot...dunno why...it must be the weather...but something she did made my day...=)

lawa ah? hehehe...love her...