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the reason why i haven't be blogging is because of my cat...he is dead...he got run over by a car...every time i feel like blogging i feel the need to blog abt my dead cat...which makes me very very sad...but i guess i have to move on...i loved that stupid cat...='(

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what can i say? all i can think about is you...the only person who i look forward to seeing...the only person i'd love to be around me at all times...i can never get bored when im around you...we can fight and oh boy can we fight...hehehhe..but when we see each other we tend to forget about the fight and we become happy again..=)

you keep telling me that you being away is gna change things...'its gna be harder, distance can change people', you said, well baby...its been a while since u left and we never stop missing each other...we are getting stronger and stronger every day...we both know this...=) bah 20.10.2010 we go to London together ah?awal2 booking cuti...=p

i wish i can come and visit you anytime i want, i wish Australia was as close as Kuala Belait, i'd drive down to see you and take you to lunch every day and take you skiing up the mountains every weekend...we'd go drive to see the 'Twelve Apostles' and have breakfast on the hot air balloon...batah bulan 12 ani eh...can't wait...=) sabar ahhhh..

i wet my pants

something funny happened to me tonight...i cant stop smiling thinking about it...hehehehe..=)

well, my friend and i were out in Gadong tonight, we were planning on having dinner di Ideal, we decided to jalan2 dulu for a bit so decided to go to Centrepoint, sampai sama we went to use the toilet...kali in the toilet i accidently sprayed water on my jeans...I DID NOT PEE MY PANTS DAMMIT! so yea my left leg was wet...and i needed to dry it before rejoining the crowd outside...but it was too wet i had to stand infront the hand dryer which incidently was arah entrance door the toilet...and people were walking back and forth and they can clearly see what i was doing...hahahah!Muka tak malu lah diri2 sana...hehehe...

well it took too long my friend suggested that i take off my jeans and wait in the toilet and he can help me dry it...it took him a very long time to convince me to trust him...hahaha..so yea, i was in the toilet pants-less and i was in his mercy...should he leaves with my pants...i dont want to think about it...hehehehe...kali he decided to poke fun...the sound of the hand dryer stopped...this made me wonder cos the toilet went silent tarus2...i called him out and he didnt reply...mcm panic jua tu...hehehehe....ive an idiot as a friend...then a minute later he burst out laughing, killing the silence and threw my pants in the cubicle i was in...


mental....hahahaha...

lalat and daging rendang....

lately my kampung banyak lalat...=( vile things...especially when u see them in swarms, mcm u know they are swarming over something disgusting and their next target is the food on your table...mcm eeeeeeee...everytime they are hovering over my food it makes me wonder where they've been before that...what they landed on...mcm eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...mihir...

iatah mcm besilat tu jadinya...throwing punches and striking the air ku tu saja..mcm besilat sorang diri...takut durang land on my food...=( cana kan bunuh lalat kan? we have the fly swatter, i love using it...but i hate cleaning up after the massacre...hehehehe...i tink we need to get the electric fly fryer...hehehhe..yg mcm arah the mall food court ah..yg goes *BZZZZZZZZZTTT* and seconds later u can smell something burning..

so yea...that should be on my list of things to buy when my gaji comes...=) depending on how much it costs...anyone knows where one might get one of those things for oneself?

anywho..other news...i went to my cousin's nikah today...and saw daging rendang....='( stupid gout...making me miss my favourite food...='( so yeah...need to go through another two weeks before i allow myself to eat beef...i need to see if i have enough self control dulu...=(

i feel like mcm org tua2 sudah...tadi masa org kawin ah..i didn't hangout with people my age...becerita ngan uncles2 ku...dunno why...hehehhe..i feel like im comfortable hanging out with them...aku makin tua kah?hahahahaha...

I miss daging rendang....=(